Some new Deity?
As it were, within the Tabernacle of Y.H.W.H God, The Holy of Holies…. Galatians 2:20 I am crucified with Christ, and yet I live. Considering that rather than taking up with some new deity or false god-ish… belief I would cling to the cross of Jesus Christ, Yeshua.
The question in the vision/dream was “Where are all the people?” “Where are all the ones who should be inside of the courts of the Lord?” the intercessors, those who dwell in the secret place of the most high, who abide in the shadow of the almighty? The answer was; ” The courts of the Sanctuary are empty. No one sees, no one hears, and no one understands. There are a few who understand hanging around in the peripherals, but none that stay. They wonder about the peripherals as in a daze, like a stoner or some such, in the peripherals drawn to the light, perceiving not the door, the entry way above the threshold. The House is empty,
“If my people,” II Chronicles 7:14 Who are called by my name – “Christian” will humble themselves and pray and seek my face, and turn from their wicked ways…….Politics, luker, sensuality, greed, idolatry….then I will hear from heaven, forgive their sin and heal their land.” But now, lo, the house is empty. The feeling is of a hollow, deep, empty sadness, the pain, the forsaken-ness of the Glory of God, while the children play in the streets lost, and more lost every day. And the temple of life and light echoes in painful silence. But God is not mocked! No, not made a fool of by any nation, not any man.
Here am I LORD, a dead tree! No fruit on this vine. Maybe I should be a teacher, a blind leader of the blind? ‘What you say, why speak so harsh, Why so remiss? If a man rightly judges himself Paul says, he shall not be judged. Psalm 14, The fool has said in his heart, ‘there is no God.” Have all the workers of iniquity no knowledge, who eat up my people as they eat bread? there they were in great fear, for God is with the generation of the righteous. “you shame the counsel of the poor, but the Lord is his refuge. Oh God be my salvation forever, I believe in you, though my body betrays me and my life draws to a shriveled end, though I look into my life’s mirror with much sorrow, sadness and regret, God my God, you are my God.
Diary of a Fool ! Jan 27 2026
Lately I have been spending much of my time having flashback memories mostly of my life. Sometimes it is about the voidness of my Soul, the emptiness of my broken brain, and the absence of intellect and reason in my entire life, which I have lived on this planet. Often I have grieved very much at the sudden realization of the memories and the pain. Often too, I despair of my entire life, over my own handicap, physical, and mental — Disabilities that have caused me so much harm and pain over so many years. Often were the times that I have begged God to take me out of this world, I am so done with it. It’s hard to write what I am feeling, the utter remorse of seeing my life up so close that I can almost taste ! blind and stupid! Why can’t I wake up? Why can’t I be healed and Have life? Why can’t I avoid stupid, especially when it comes to “People?” I’m amazed at how blind I am, and how foolish I can be, when I should be wise. I have lamented to the Lord many times about Heaven, about seeing and understanding ponderous things about him and his word, then suddenly forget them, sometimes for years, and years, then again suddenly remembering then often to my horror and despair, realizing that I was so gone mentally- A.W.O.L – in the world and in the Lord as well. Like a dullard, like a living coma. yes coma! Most of my life has been thus and so. So now what? I used to have sweet times with you LORD You showed me so many wonders! Like the way into the secret place of the Most High! How the door is opened wide, and the veil is torn in two. More so how anyone can enter in but they must leave their worldly stuff outside. The stuff of earth won’t fit through his door, nor his gates.
Where is my treasure? It is in his Sanctuary, Jesus’ Sanctuary the true Pearl of greatest price. Where is my fools reward?
Here where I sit tonight with my head in a snare, a trap sprung for my own life. Always taken away from you by my own foolish hearts desire in this evil life!
So how do I come in, into the secret place of the sanctuary? The veil was ripped in two at Jesus Crucifixion – the – way- is opened wide! How can you come in? the path goes through the Altar, the very first place to stop inside (repentance) How do you come in, the washing of the water of the word, the huge bronze laver, also called the sea in scripture. The washing of the word within. How do I come in? the door is open wide, the way is straight before you. You can come in but you don’t, you won’t you think you are in already, but still you stand outside.
How can I come in? The lamp stand shines so bright….The way demands a sacrifice, the destruction of your own life. (will) “He who would save his life will lose it, he who would lose his life for my sake, and the gospels he will find it again.”
How can I come in? Naked and poor, wretched and blind I come! How can I come in? Seek ye first the kingdom of God, and his righteousness — those who hunger and thirst for righteousness, they shall be filled.
How can I come in?
Eyes to see, but you do not see, ears to hear but you do not hear! So you don’t understand but stay outside.
Apostle Paul instructed Timothy, Rebuke, reprove and exhort with all long suffering. If you think this post anything other than that You missed the point.
Hubert Rondeau Jan 2026
Repost Aug 2026






