In the morning

I remember the days of old I meditate on all thy doings ….

I lift up my hands to You O Lord…

Psalm 143

1.Hear my prayer, O Lord, give ear to my supplications: in thy faithfulness answer me, and in thy righteousness.

And enter not into judgment with thy servant: for in thy sight shall no man living be justified.

For the enemy hath persecuted my soul; he hath smitten my life down to the ground; he hath made me to dwell in darkness, as those that have been long dead.

Therefore is my spirit overwhelmed within me; my heart within me is desolate.

I remember the days of old; I meditate on all thy works; I muse on the work of thy hands.

I stretch forth my hands unto thee: my soul thirsteth after thee, as a thirsty land. Selah.

Hear me speedily, O Lord: my spirit faileth: hide not thy face from me, lest I be like unto them that go down into the pit.

Cause me to hear thy lovingkindness in the morning; for in thee do I trust: cause me to know the way wherein I should walk; for I lift up my soul unto thee.

Deliver me, O Lord, from mine enemies: I flee unto thee to hide me.

10 Teach me to do thy will; for thou art my God: thy spirit is good; lead me into the land of uprightness.

11 Quicken me, O Lord, for thy name’s sake: for thy righteousness’ sake bring my soul out of trouble.

12 And of thy mercy cut off mine enemies, and destroy all them that afflict my soul: for I am thy Servant.

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John 15:16 King James Version

1Ye have not chosen me, but I have chosen you, and ordained you, that ye should go and bring forth fruit, and that your fruit should remain: that whatsoever ye shall ask of the Father in my name, he may give it you.

Its May 21\17  I have been off work for a week and a bit, and I am giving thanks to God for this break,

I have struggled with Fibromyalgia for decades now, and it seems like my struggles may include CTE  a brain trauma disease which creates and causes many of the same symptoms which Fibromyalgia causes.

Last night as I sat here thinking some things through I kept having flash backs to my early 20’s when I was hurt in a logging accident, and lived with a concussion for months without anyone knowing, myself included. ( I thought I was insane, and demon possessed.) If you’d be able to see me then you’d be horrified, and slam the computer closed and never think about Hubert Rondeau again.

I had suffered a brain injury… everybody judged me and I fought the demon alone losing every time the battle began again. That wasn’t my first  MTBI  and there was nothing mild about it. Since I have never recovered, and have lived in isolation since.

Isolation because I just don’t function right… right like those of you who can have relationships because you have normal brain function and can relate to others with fluid like functionality. I have never had that. I have always been a loner, not by choice, no, but I have because I don’t fit in anywhere. We may be having a conversation and i’ll miss most of it, its like I am have mini seizures wherein like the spokes on a turning bicycle wheel  my mind or brain is going in and out in and out in and out again as fast as the spokes of the wheel pass by the forks, like the old movies where you saw the frame edges with each shot.

So I was here on my couch these memories coming and making sense of  the past 30 plus years of my life. And I am lonely, and feeling so deserted, I ask God for a place to go, and if I could find a place, a people to join, to be one with in fellowship and love, and when I ask there is a piercing pain in my heart as I realize that I’m not a favored  or desired one in this life.

No i’m weird! I am I know it.

So this morning I got up and felt a tug on m y heart to write but what to write? and I heard this word in my heart, “open your mouth and I will fill it.”

So I sat down with my Laptop and began this post.

If Jesus has Chosen me… He says he has, then loneliness must be my perfect fit, It must be that this is what he wants for my broken life, and maybe that only to keep me from more pain. What a painful thought for a man who so loved the body of Christ that he would do anything for anyone…

It still leaves me in awe and wonder, wondering if there are truly any Christ ones left at all.

 

 

 

 

Jesus Here I am.

You know, you know the wounds and the utter shame and pain in my life, sometimes I feel like I have more in common with the man “Legion” of Gennesaret

When Jesus healed him He wanted only to follow Him, Jesus responded go to your family and show them what God has done for you…   (not trying to quote verses here.)

Jesus you alone are my only hope

I will trust in you

I will have joy

I will glory in your holy name

 

Hubert

 

 

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Hallelujah he reigns

BEAR WITH ME:

HE REIGNS

 

IF you made it through the first video,  “HE REIGNS” ; listen to Peter Furler as he shares his testimony as  a Preachers kid below , and may Y-H-W-H  break your heart with holiness and tenderness as a mother who cherishes her babies,

From the rising of the sun till its setting  the name of the Lord is to be praised!

 

Yeshua Jesus have mercy on those of us who have been so hardened  in this world and life that is so full of pain and shame, my God you alone are life……tears, tears, again so many tears!

God my God you are Holy!

Greater love has no man than that he lay down his life for his fiends

Yeah I know the word says friends but many of us are  his fiends more than friends  as we set out stumbling blocks for those who are entering in to the kingdom by faith and grace; we being  the lawyers the very ones Jesus rebuked saying, “lest your righteousness exceeds that of the lawyers the scribes and paraphrases , you shall not enter the kingdom of God.

Ephesians 2:8  By grace you are saved through faith!

 

EH?

Hubert Rondeau

 

 

 

How Shall It Be Seasoned

You are the Salt of the earth – The City on the Hill which cannot be hidden – Or are you?

I’m not a rigid minded person, I have always understood the line upon line precept upon precept aspect of learning Gods word, and I know that we learn by His Holy Spirit in us, and that He shows and gives light by pouring in His word, and stirring it up within our souls until the mixture of the word and the Spirit of God brings – life!

If you care to read on do so at your own risk, read quickly the mix and blend of Mathew 5 then go back and re read it, smile up at Jesus and say to him, Yes Lord!

When water is poured into a pitcher simultaneously with some other ingredient there is a mixing and a blending which happens all on its own due to that pouring; so read and be filled with the Spirit of the word and the water of the Spirit, and the life of the word of God.

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13 “You are the salt of the earth; but if the salt loses its flavor, how shall it be seasoned?

11 “Blessed are you when they revile and persecute you, and say all kinds of evil against you falsely for My sake. 12 Rejoice and be exceedingly glad, for great is your reward in heaven, for so they persecuted the prophets who were before you.

16 Let your light so shine before men, that they may see your good works and glorify your Father in heaven.

14 “You are the light of the world. A city that is set on a hill cannot be hidden. 15 Nor do they light a lamp and put it under a basket, but on a lampstand, and it gives light to all who are in the house.

20 For I say to you, that unless your righteousness exceeds the righteousness of the scribes and Pharisees, you will by no means enter the kingdom of heaven.

17 “Do not think that I came to destroy the Law or the Prophets. I did not come to destroy but to fulfill. 18 For assuredly, I say to you, till heaven and earth pass away, one jot or one tittle will by no means pass from the law till all is fulfilled.

10 Blessed are those who are persecuted for righteousness’ sake,
    For theirs is the kingdom of heaven.

“Blessed are the poor in spirit,
    For theirs is the kingdom of heaven.

Blessed are the merciful,
    For they shall obtain mercy.

Blessed are the peacemakers,
    For they shall be called sons of God.

Blessed are the meek,
    For they shall inherit the earth.

Blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness,
    For they shall be filled.

Blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness,
    For they shall be filled.

Blessed are those who mourn,

Blessed are the pure in heart,
    For they shall see God.

13 “You are the salt of the earth; but if the salt loses its flavor, how shall it be seasoned? It is then good for nothing but to be thrown out and trampled underfoot by men.

18 For assuredly, I say to you, till heaven and earth pass away, one jot or one tittle will by no means pass from the law till all is fulfilled.

But whoever does and teaches them, he shall be called great in the kingdom of heaven. .

19 Whoever therefore breaks one of the least of these commandments, and teaches men so, shall be called least in the kingdom of heaven;

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20 For I say to you, that unless your righteousness exceeds the righteousness of the scribes and Pharisees, you will by no means enter the kingdom of heaven.

Blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness,
    For they shall be filled.

13 “You are the salt of the earth; but if the salt loses its flavor, how shall it be seasoned?

How shall it be seasoned?   With God nothing is impossible…

HR…It shall be seasoned through the mercy, the tenderness the loving-kindness, the Holiness, the purity, the tenderness, the grace of God, and the blood of Jesus Christ with the washing of the water of the word.

 Matthew chapter 5

And seeing the multitudes, He went up on a mountain, and when He was seated His disciples came to Him. Then He opened His mouth and taught them, saying:

“Blessed are the poor in spirit,
    For theirs is the kingdom of heaven.
Blessed are those who mourn,
    For they shall be comforted.
Blessed are the meek,
    For they shall inherit the earth.
Blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness,
    For they shall be filled.
Blessed are the merciful,
    For they shall obtain mercy.
Blessed are the pure in heart,
    For they shall see God.
Blessed are the peacemakers,
    For they shall be called sons of God.
10 Blessed are those who are persecuted for righteousness’ sake,
    For theirs is the kingdom of heaven.

11 “Blessed are you when they revile and persecute you, and say all kinds of evil against you falsely for My sake. 12 Rejoice and be exceedingly glad, for great is your reward in heaven, for so they persecuted the prophets who were before you.

13 “You are the salt of the earth; but if the salt loses its flavor, how shall it be seasoned? It is then good for nothing but to be thrown out and trampled underfoot by men.

14 “You are the light of the world. A city that is set on a hill cannot be hidden. 15 Nor do they light a lamp and put it under a basket, but on a lampstand, and it gives light to all who are in the house. 16 Let your light so shine before men, that they may see your good works and glorify your Father in heaven 17 “Do not think that I came to destroy the Law or the Prophets. I did not come to destroy but to fulfill. 18 For assuredly, I say to you, till heaven and earth pass away, one jot or one tittle will by no means pass from the law till all is fulfilled. 19 Whoever therefore breaks one of the least of these commandments, and teaches men so, shall be called least in the kingdom of heaven; but whoever does and teaches them, he shall be called great in the kingdom of heaven. 20 For I say to you, that unless your righteousness exceeds the righteousness of the scribes and Pharisees, you will by no means enter the kingdom of heaven.

How shall it be seasoned?   With God nothing is impossible…

 HR…  It shall be seasoned through the mercy, the tenderness the loving-kindness, the Holiness, the purity, the tenderness, the grace of God, and the blood of Jesus Christ with the washing of the water of the word.

 

Prayer: Lord give us a heart to hear see and understand, let our hearts be broken up like the plowed  field ready to receive the seed and the rain…. Give us life  we pray in Jesus Christ name amen.

 

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The Way Of Jesus Christ / The true way

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1 corinthians 13: 1-13 KJV

 Ch 13…. Though I speak with the tongues of men and of angels, and have not charity, I am become as sounding brass, or a tinkling cymbal.

And though I have the gift of prophecy, and understand all mysteries, and all knowledge; and though I have all faith, so that I could remove mountains, and have not charity, I am nothing.

And though I bestow all my goods to feed the poor, and though I give my body to be burned, and have not charity, it profiteth me nothing.

 HR; tinkling cymbals, clanging gongs peddlers of “the word” these folks are not only noisy and irritating, but offend many people and harden them away from Jesus Christ. Maybe the worst of all they are rooted in deception, having no root in God and no fruit in this world, noisy dead branches in the winds, no sap in the wood no sap in the vine, just noise.  terrifying noise like a bad dream.

Charity suffereth long, and is kind; charity envieth not; charity vaunteth not itself, is not puffed up,

Doth not behave itself unseemly, seeketh not her own, is not easily provoked, thinketh no evil;

Rejoiceth not in iniquity, but rejoiceth in the truth;

HR; The fruit of the Saved above is evidenced above, thank God if we are awake and aware  we can see it glaringly opposite from the gong people, lets have discernment and be real in love with God.

HR says; Gongers, tinklers and clangers all have many doctrines, banners, and beliefs, many come from the Dem-on-inations  of the day all of which were rooted and founded in human pride, and Jesus Himself condemned sectarianism. Come out of Her my people He cries. Come out of her lest you share in her sins.  Yeah I have, I have been there and shared in their sins, because I stopped listening to Gods Spirit, and began listening to “Them!”

Its never the one with the biggest sound system that plays the best  music, nor has the true anointing of YHWH

Beareth all things, believeth all things, hopeth all things, endureth all things.

Charity never faileth: but whether there be prophecies, they shall fail; whether there be tongues, they shall cease; whether there be knowledge, it shall vanish away.

HR; we know in …PART…, Paul once said that when we think we know something we need to know that we  DON’T know anything as we should! We know in part we prophesy in part, but let us know that we know…NOT… and then prophesy in the FEAR of the Lord God before whom we truly do prophesy.

If you knew that he was right there and watching and listening to you, how brazen would your prophesying be?

For we know in part, and we prophesy in part.

10 But when that which is perfect is come, then that which is in part shall be done away.

11 When I was a child, I spake as a child, I understood as a child, I thought as a child: but when I became a man, I put away childish things.

HR: like a child, but out of the mouths of babes and nursing infants sometimes comes much innocence, and grace and wisdom. child likeness is good, childishness is often the fruit of the peddle.

12 For now we see through a glass, darkly; but then face to face: now I know in part;

but then shall I know even as also I am known.

13 And now abideth faith, hope, charity, these three; but the greatest of these is charity.

 

Ch 14  verse 1 Follow after charity, and desire spiritual gifts but rather that you may prophesy.

HR: Follow after real love, real charity, and the love that serves and gives, and lasts forever…

HR; Why prophesy? because true prophesy brings deep edification, and is a fruit of the spirit of wisdom, if we ever needed true Godly wisdom, and true charity , it is now. Forget your gifting and callings of man, and turn your heart to the Lord Jesus Christ, then… WAIT!

Wait on him and he will place your foot steps into his paths. amen.

Charity / Love,  has heart there’s a lot to the heart, no cymbals, or gongs but life flowing rivers of blood, let that blood be as the  blood of Christ in you, the hope of His Glory in your life.

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Jesus Give us ears to hear and hearts to understand and repent.

Hubert Rondeau

The forgotten the oft twisted the abandoned and rejected.

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You wouldn’t think I were talking about the gifts of the Holy Spirit in my title I’m sure, but I am. In conversion, every true convert comes face to face with the Holy Ghost, Because He is the active one within convicting  us of sin, righteousness and judgment; Because the wicked one is already judged, and God brings the ones he chooses to Salvation through conviction and repentance.

The Kingdom of God is not meat or drink, not goods, jobs,  money, and  “Status”  which the jangling false prophetic so promote in loud insane torrents of pride, and pretension. But it is righteousness joy and peace in the Holy Ghost.

The gifts below are given to the believer, as gifts, gifts to be  used  and worked among the body, and God through His Spirit, gives severally to each individual.

They are not meant to be peddled, perverted, corrupted,  selfishly horded, or floundered as though  some one were great, or better than another! We all have received an anointing from the Holy Ghost, and as the word says below even we the seeming weak, and undesirable are as much needed, even more so needed, in the body as those who have been given the more glamorous gifts so to speak.

Take your time in going over the verses below, and consider at length what Paul was speaking of, and how it applies to your life in “Christ” as He lives in you, and directs you to Abide in Him

1 Corinthians 12:4- 27 KJV

Now there are diversities of gifts, but the same Spirit.

And there are differences of administrations, but the same Lord.

And there are diversities of operations, but it is the same God which worketh all in all.

But the manifestation of the Spirit is given to every man to profit withal.

For to one is given by the Spirit the word of wisdom; to another the word of knowledge by the same Spirit;

To another faith by the same Spirit; to another the gifts of healing by the same Spirit;

10 To another the working of miracles; to another prophecy; to another discerning of spirits; to another divers kinds of tongues; to another the interpretation of tongues:

11 But all these worketh that one and the selfsame Spirit, dividing to every man severally as he will.

12 For as the body is one, and hath many members, and all the members of that one body, being many, are one body: so also is Christ.

13 For by one Spirit are we all baptized into one body, whether we be Jews or Gentiles, whether we be bond or free; and have been all made to drink into one Spirit.

14 For the body is not one member, but many.

15 If the foot shall say, Because I am not the hand, I am not of the body; is it therefore not of the body?

16 And if the ear shall say, Because I am not the eye, I am not of the body; is it therefore not of the body?

17 If the whole body were an eye, where were the hearing? If the whole were hearing, where were the smelling?

18 But now hath God set the members every one of them in the body, as it hath pleased him.

19 And if they were all one member, where were the body?

20 But now are they many members, yet but one body.

21 And the eye cannot say unto the hand, I have no need of thee: nor again the head to the feet, I have no need of you.

22 Nay, much more those members of the body, which seem to be more feeble, are necessary:

23 And those members of the body, which we think to be less honourable, upon these we bestow more abundant honour; and our uncomely parts have more abundant comeliness.

24 For our comely parts have no need: but God hath tempered the body together, having given more abundant honour to that part which lacked.

25 That there should be no schism in the body; but that the members should have the same care one for another.

26 And whether one member suffer, all the members suffer with it; or one member be honoured, all the members rejoice with it.

27 Now ye are the body of Christ, and members in particular.

* Many years ago Kenny Rodgers did a song depicting the Mystic Prophetic with these simple words

“As the madness raged upon the stage “He” didn’t say a word.”

“He was a little weird and we all feared he wasn’t one of us, he didn’t drink, he didn’t smoke, and he didn’t even cuss — you’d see him now and then with a bunch of men hanging around by the sea, and I’m sure I would have liked him more if he were a little more like me.”

Lord teach us to pray and to hear…

Hear … Here…

 

Hubert Rondeau

Home On The Range

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PSALM  19:18

FOR THE NEEDY SHALL NOT ALWAYS BE FORGOTTEN; THE EXPECTATION OF THE POOR SHALL NOT PERISH FOREVER.

Lord you said “The expectation of the poor shall not perish forever”.

You said you would raise me up.

I should be glad with great joy in that but I think I missed what you meant. Maybe you meant that when this (life) is over you would raise me up and ‘then’ I would walk on my high hills.

Yesterday with the Long Range Shooters at the Range; my God I must have been invisible. I think that I was not welcome there and soon realized that I needed to leave. These are not my hills and these are not my people.

Today I realize that I have no people on this earth, my children are not mine, I am literally alone on the earth. Maybe this is my greatest blessing, one which I have not understood.

I remember: With you is the fountain of life in your light we see light.

To be with you a man needs to be “With You.” He needs to live and move and have his being in Christ!

People come and people go bringing their doctrines of demons with them, but when a man is in Christ, Jesus Christ (is his life!) He has no other desires and needs no doctrine!

Greater is he that is in me than he that is in the world!

So when I look up to the world, when I look at the world I get lonely. I look into my heart, and my heart cries like a small child “I want to go home.”

Men make laws to destroy other men, and their rules are for the writers, that they may profit from their twisted lies. For me there is just one thing, that in Jesus Christ is life.

The door of life is open the way is straight and true, rough the path that leads to life, few that make it through.

One way one gate one path one life, open is the door most to walk on by.

Invisible? Yes like me, I’m not blind they can’t see, no one enters on his own, his heart must cry out to go home.

Hubert Rondeau

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