Loneliness sound

 

You ever catch yourself getting a coffee or making food at the kitchen counter and realize that you are listening behind you for a sound….? Like a loved one coming close to hug you or something?

I found myself doing that this morning again and it left an ache in the bottom of my stomach like a deep mourning, as I realized how alone I am in this world.

Then I heard the the Lords Spirit saying within my heart that this loneliness, this understanding was what he wanted me to realize. That in this place of seeming abandonment and nothingness…. He would bring fullness and comfort. For when we are at the bottom and there is nothing left, then He can come in like a flood with tenderness warmth and comfort with the love of GOD.

Then we are complete in Jesus Christ… Then He is our life our All in All.

When I was a child I used to listen behind me like this…I’d listen to be ready for an attack from behind, and I’d be ready to run. It seems to me that some people in my life saw me an easy open target for their evil!

My God have mercy on me I’m older now…. I need you more each day.

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Hubert Rondeau

 

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Abandoned site ahead / Hope

Hi everyone; I just turned on my laptop and logged into my blog site for the first time in over two maybe three months. Wow sometimes life is HARD, and you lose interest in the very things you once received the most pleasure in. For me one of those things was writing. I guess I thought it was fruitless to write since I couldn’t better my life circumstances with my poetry and  general bad grammar, let alone spelling.

So life is harsh at times, and wishing and wanting and hoping don’t always seem to help. When you are carrying a heavy burden hoping with all your heart for a stream of water, a cup or a glass somewhere up the road will not place one there, it may be many  many years before you find one if you find on the way.

But as believers in the name of Jesus Christ, we must realize that we are not thinking in the same terms, and that our Hope is a real fountain of living water which never fails even when we suffer extreme conditions in this life because our hope is not on this life but on the everlasting life which is hidden in us in Christ Jesus.

A friend shared something on hope recently that was  quite revealing in a way, she spoke of a wine named hopes end, and how some brave sailors once voyaged to the dark side, to find a better life, how they arrived to find {hopes end}, in that moment they stopped hoping for a better tomorrow & and instead started living for the day.

Our hope is done when we live in Christ, because we have the fulfillment of life in him and no other desires to cause our hearts to want. “Christ in you the hope of glory” Colossians 1:27 kjv

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When I am out long range shooting, I never hope… I never hope to hit my targets no matter the size or distance. I go with what I know and its done, that’s the way of true Christianity its settled! Its done! the hope is not wishful thinking anymore the hope is life, eternal life. For if we are Christs and his Spirit is in us then we are hidden with Christ in God. Colossians 3:3 kjv,  so our hope is done… so now to live… For to live is Christ!

And what of those who deny us resent us or abandon us because of our life/hope well as Paul says in Romans “If God is for us who can be against us.” I would only add if God is for us “the whole world can be against us”, and what does that matter God is for us.

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Three shots at over 1/2 a km, the first hit to the left turning the target left the second hit the center dot, and the plate being turned on edge, the third time I aimed for the edge and hit the edge. No hope involved just getting on the gun and doing it.

When we are truly Christs hope is a given no longer an emotion or wish or a thought or plan,  but no matter what… it is life, and to live is Christ.

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Hubert Rondeau

 

Open My Heart Lord

Open my heart to hear you, to hear your word as I did before. Open my eyes to see, and my ears to hear, my heart to understand. Yes to know you “Christ in me”! that I might return to life! Many sorrows cannot quench your love baptize me in your Spirit that I might die to the world and live to God!

For…Greater  is He that is in me than he that is in the world! Baptize me in the Holy Ghost, in all sanctification, wholly set apart unto God. Leave not one portion one aspect of my life untouched, unchanged by the power of your Spirit (you do not give the Spirit by measure!) I pray Lord I pray, Come for the Spirit and the Bride say come! truly they cry… Come! Lord!

Come  see, come, draw closer, be still and hear, be still and know!

Faith comes by hearing, and hearing by the word of God. The word of God comes to those who hear to the ones who listen. “Their sound has gone out through all the earth and their voice to the ends of the world”!

The word the hearing of faith, comes with quiet and the peace of Christ, that peace that passes -all- understanding.

How great are you Lord… Lord you are very great! yes amen.

Lord Jesus I need you! I need to be able to think, and to hear again. I need to be able to perceive, and to plan, to plan according to your will and purpose in my life. I have been shattered and broken but you can raise me up. In you all things can be made new!

Thank you Jesus thank you amen .

 

Hubert Rondeau

Stand Again

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  So many years have come and gone So many battles lost… not won

How can it be that I so blind How can it be the end?

I heard your voice ! You said I would!

Nay said the lot Nay that I could!

Without your voice what can man hear

but wars and lusts, strife, lies, and fear!

Stand I strong?

Lord that I would!

Shut their mouths that I should hear your word… and Stand again!

 

Hubert Rondeau

And having done all to Stand… Stand

Ephesians 6:13 KJV

13 Wherefore take unto you the whole Armour of God, that ye may be able to withstand in the evil day, and having done all, to stand.

 

Hallelujah he reigns

BEAR WITH ME:

HE REIGNS

 

IF you made it through the first video,  “HE REIGNS” ; listen to Peter Furler as he shares his testimony as  a Preachers kid below , and may Y-H-W-H  break your heart with holiness and tenderness as a mother who cherishes her babies,

From the rising of the sun till its setting  the name of the Lord is to be praised!

 

Yeshua Jesus have mercy on those of us who have been so hardened  in this world and life that is so full of pain and shame, my God you alone are life……tears, tears, again so many tears!

God my God you are Holy!

Greater love has no man than that he lay down his life for his fiends

Yeah I know the word says friends but many of us are  his fiends more than friends  as we set out stumbling blocks for those who are entering in to the kingdom by faith and grace; we being  the lawyers the very ones Jesus rebuked saying, “lest your righteousness exceeds that of the lawyers the scribes and paraphrases , you shall not enter the kingdom of God.

Ephesians 2:8  By grace you are saved through faith!

 

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Hubert Rondeau

 

 

 

How Shall It Be Seasoned

You are the Salt of the earth – The City on the Hill which cannot be hidden – Or are you?

I’m not a rigid minded person, I have always understood the line upon line precept upon precept aspect of learning Gods word, and I know that we learn by His Holy Spirit in us, and that He shows and gives light by pouring in His word, and stirring it up within our souls until the mixture of the word and the Spirit of God brings – life!

If you care to read on do so at your own risk, read quickly the mix and blend of Mathew 5 then go back and re read it, smile up at Jesus and say to him, Yes Lord!

When water is poured into a pitcher simultaneously with some other ingredient there is a mixing and a blending which happens all on its own due to that pouring; so read and be filled with the Spirit of the word and the water of the Spirit, and the life of the word of God.

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13 “You are the salt of the earth; but if the salt loses its flavor, how shall it be seasoned?

11 “Blessed are you when they revile and persecute you, and say all kinds of evil against you falsely for My sake. 12 Rejoice and be exceedingly glad, for great is your reward in heaven, for so they persecuted the prophets who were before you.

16 Let your light so shine before men, that they may see your good works and glorify your Father in heaven.

14 “You are the light of the world. A city that is set on a hill cannot be hidden. 15 Nor do they light a lamp and put it under a basket, but on a lampstand, and it gives light to all who are in the house.

20 For I say to you, that unless your righteousness exceeds the righteousness of the scribes and Pharisees, you will by no means enter the kingdom of heaven.

17 “Do not think that I came to destroy the Law or the Prophets. I did not come to destroy but to fulfill. 18 For assuredly, I say to you, till heaven and earth pass away, one jot or one tittle will by no means pass from the law till all is fulfilled.

10 Blessed are those who are persecuted for righteousness’ sake,
    For theirs is the kingdom of heaven.

“Blessed are the poor in spirit,
    For theirs is the kingdom of heaven.

Blessed are the merciful,
    For they shall obtain mercy.

Blessed are the peacemakers,
    For they shall be called sons of God.

Blessed are the meek,
    For they shall inherit the earth.

Blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness,
    For they shall be filled.

Blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness,
    For they shall be filled.

Blessed are those who mourn,

Blessed are the pure in heart,
    For they shall see God.

13 “You are the salt of the earth; but if the salt loses its flavor, how shall it be seasoned? It is then good for nothing but to be thrown out and trampled underfoot by men.

18 For assuredly, I say to you, till heaven and earth pass away, one jot or one tittle will by no means pass from the law till all is fulfilled.

But whoever does and teaches them, he shall be called great in the kingdom of heaven. .

19 Whoever therefore breaks one of the least of these commandments, and teaches men so, shall be called least in the kingdom of heaven;

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20 For I say to you, that unless your righteousness exceeds the righteousness of the scribes and Pharisees, you will by no means enter the kingdom of heaven.

Blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness,
    For they shall be filled.

13 “You are the salt of the earth; but if the salt loses its flavor, how shall it be seasoned?

How shall it be seasoned?   With God nothing is impossible…

HR…It shall be seasoned through the mercy, the tenderness the loving-kindness, the Holiness, the purity, the tenderness, the grace of God, and the blood of Jesus Christ with the washing of the water of the word.

 Matthew chapter 5

And seeing the multitudes, He went up on a mountain, and when He was seated His disciples came to Him. Then He opened His mouth and taught them, saying:

“Blessed are the poor in spirit,
    For theirs is the kingdom of heaven.
Blessed are those who mourn,
    For they shall be comforted.
Blessed are the meek,
    For they shall inherit the earth.
Blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness,
    For they shall be filled.
Blessed are the merciful,
    For they shall obtain mercy.
Blessed are the pure in heart,
    For they shall see God.
Blessed are the peacemakers,
    For they shall be called sons of God.
10 Blessed are those who are persecuted for righteousness’ sake,
    For theirs is the kingdom of heaven.

11 “Blessed are you when they revile and persecute you, and say all kinds of evil against you falsely for My sake. 12 Rejoice and be exceedingly glad, for great is your reward in heaven, for so they persecuted the prophets who were before you.

13 “You are the salt of the earth; but if the salt loses its flavor, how shall it be seasoned? It is then good for nothing but to be thrown out and trampled underfoot by men.

14 “You are the light of the world. A city that is set on a hill cannot be hidden. 15 Nor do they light a lamp and put it under a basket, but on a lampstand, and it gives light to all who are in the house. 16 Let your light so shine before men, that they may see your good works and glorify your Father in heaven 17 “Do not think that I came to destroy the Law or the Prophets. I did not come to destroy but to fulfill. 18 For assuredly, I say to you, till heaven and earth pass away, one jot or one tittle will by no means pass from the law till all is fulfilled. 19 Whoever therefore breaks one of the least of these commandments, and teaches men so, shall be called least in the kingdom of heaven; but whoever does and teaches them, he shall be called great in the kingdom of heaven. 20 For I say to you, that unless your righteousness exceeds the righteousness of the scribes and Pharisees, you will by no means enter the kingdom of heaven.

How shall it be seasoned?   With God nothing is impossible…

 HR…  It shall be seasoned through the mercy, the tenderness the loving-kindness, the Holiness, the purity, the tenderness, the grace of God, and the blood of Jesus Christ with the washing of the water of the word.

 

Prayer: Lord give us a heart to hear see and understand, let our hearts be broken up like the plowed  field ready to receive the seed and the rain…. Give us life  we pray in Jesus Christ name amen.

 

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Hubert Rondeau May 2 17

The Pen : poem

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The Pen

The Pen the sword – The ear the word

The spear the heart – The flesh the will

The sword the cross – The telling sound

The driven nails the solid ground

The life the Rock the sand the time

The Son the King – the life the line

Unto all time the song to sing – written in

Blood of the king

The pen the song – The sound the line

The song the ear the nails

The Son the King

The Son the song the heart to sing

The word the pen the song

  Hubert Rondeau

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