In the beginning

In the beginning

Starting over:

In the beginning God created the heavens and the earth,

In the beginning was the word, and the word was with God and the word was God. He was in the beginning with God. All things were made through Him and without Him nothing was made that was made.

That which was from the beginning which we have heard, which we have seen  seen with our eyes, which we have looked upon which our hands have handled concerning the word of life — the life was manifested, and we have seen and bear witness, and declare to you that eternal life which was with the Father and was manifested to us.

“God is light and in Him there is no darkness at all.”

In the beginning God made man in His own image and likeness. Man was created of dust soil of the earth. God made man a spirit being on an earthen fleshly frame. Had they not sinned Adam and Eve would be alive today because without sin there would have been no death. When Paul says in Romans 6:23 the wages of sin is death, he is looking back to the sin of Adam and Eve.

They in the beginning fell from their high estate from walking with God to shrinking away from him in shame when he came to them because they ate of the tree of the knowledge of good and evil. That fruit brought the knowledge, that knowledge brought death.

No longer were they eternal beings in a fleshly body, but now they were living souls who would die. Now they needed the salvation of God in Christ, who was in the beginning with God, who created all things that were made. They needed Him to become for them and us a life giving Spirit, to be born not of the seed of man, but of the Holy Spirit thus He being the only one… could come from birth as a man pass through death and resurrect to life eternal bringing all who believe through death to life in Him, that living soul who had become the life giving Spirit.

No religion, no cult, no rulers, no form or doctrine none

But Christ Only

The one true hope of everlasting life, who was in the beginning with God and was God, without whom nothing was made that was made.

Father hear my plea, forgive us all and save us in Jesus name, we have been so confused and deceived.

Amen

Hubert Rondeau

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Abandoned site ahead / Hope

Hi everyone; I just turned on my laptop and logged into my blog site for the first time in over two maybe three months. Wow sometimes life is HARD, and you lose interest in the very things you once received the most pleasure in. For me one of those things was writing. I guess I thought it was fruitless to write since I couldn’t better my life circumstances with my poetry and  general bad grammar, let alone spelling.

So life is harsh at times, and wishing and wanting and hoping don’t always seem to help. When you are carrying a heavy burden hoping with all your heart for a stream of water, a cup or a glass somewhere up the road will not place one there, it may be many  many years before you find one if you find on the way.

But as believers in the name of Jesus Christ, we must realize that we are not thinking in the same terms, and that our Hope is a real fountain of living water which never fails even when we suffer extreme conditions in this life because our hope is not on this life but on the everlasting life which is hidden in us in Christ Jesus.

A friend shared something on hope recently that was  quite revealing in a way, she spoke of a wine named hopes end, and how some brave sailors once voyaged to the dark side, to find a better life, how they arrived to find {hopes end}, in that moment they stopped hoping for a better tomorrow & and instead started living for the day.

Our hope is done when we live in Christ, because we have the fulfillment of life in him and no other desires to cause our hearts to want. “Christ in you the hope of glory” Colossians 1:27 kjv

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When I am out long range shooting, I never hope… I never hope to hit my targets no matter the size or distance. I go with what I know and its done, that’s the way of true Christianity its settled! Its done! the hope is not wishful thinking anymore the hope is life, eternal life. For if we are Christs and his Spirit is in us then we are hidden with Christ in God. Colossians 3:3 kjv,  so our hope is done… so now to live… For to live is Christ!

And what of those who deny us resent us or abandon us because of our life/hope well as Paul says in Romans “If God is for us who can be against us.” I would only add if God is for us “the whole world can be against us”, and what does that matter God is for us.

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Three shots at over 1/2 a km, the first hit to the left turning the target left the second hit the center dot, and the plate being turned on edge, the third time I aimed for the edge and hit the edge. No hope involved just getting on the gun and doing it.

When we are truly Christs hope is a given no longer an emotion or wish or a thought or plan,  but no matter what… it is life, and to live is Christ.

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Hubert Rondeau

 

Stand Again

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  So many years have come and gone So many battles lost… not won

How can it be that I so blind How can it be the end?

I heard your voice ! You said I would!

Nay said the lot Nay that I could!

Without your voice what can man hear

but wars and lusts, strife, lies, and fear!

Stand I strong?

Lord that I would!

Shut their mouths that I should hear your word… and Stand again!

 

Hubert Rondeau

And having done all to Stand… Stand

Ephesians 6:13 KJV

13 Wherefore take unto you the whole Armour of God, that ye may be able to withstand in the evil day, and having done all, to stand.

 

Believing God !

July 27 17:

Father i’m here, waiting in the hope of Jesus Christ, hoping only in you in that He who began a good work in me will complete it in Jesus Christ your son.

Lord I know that from my youth that you had your hand on my life, and that you had a plan for my life. Now it looks like its coming to an end and I have nothing to show for it but a lot of suffering, sin, and shame. How can I stand before you?

The deceptions I have fallen into have so destroyed my life, so wounded my soul that I am not the same as I used to be at all. I stand here bewildered wondering where the Lord went, but inside I know that it was I who went off went a different way following perverse men and women, who preached mysticism and covetousness in your name.  The Holiness, and truth of Christ “In You” they never preached and never knew. But they have slain many thousands with their lusts.

Paul says in Romans that the gifting and calling of God are without repentance, Lord I pray, bring me back to my first Love that is to you my God in Jesus name I ask amen.

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IF your believing God at all it is for His Spirit in You in Holiness Grace, Purity, and True and Holy Love Gods Love.

If you believing For anything lusty and carnal…. You are  believing a loud mouth son or daughter of the Devil who wants to steal your treasure, do you remember the treasure which you found when you found Christ, rather he found you?

The immoral woman hunts the precious life… that life of Christ in a man, she can never receive it but she hunts for it in every man she meets until she destroys it.

The immoral church the same.

Hubert Rondeau

Epic 2017

David shuddered as the night wind blew  shafts darts of cold into his very soul. “Heaven and earth will pass away but my words will never pass away.”  His mind reeled as he thought of the words of Jesus and the prophesies of Matthew 24 and Isaiah 24. Men painting the skies above him vigorously day and night now. The unmarked jest letting out their noxious cargo in grid patterns, spraying silver oxidide, aluminum, barium, strontium, and so many other toxins, diabolical additives to the destructive cocktails so normal by now that few people ever thought anything of it. So the earth would reel and totter like a drunken man. The whole earth had become a kill zone .

David remembered the words of the Lord, and knew that these men and women were those who destroyed the earth and that the Lord would destroy them.

It’s not within man to direct his steps said Jeremiah the prophet, but now David saw men everywhere desiring death but never finding it,wanting to die but death escaping them. Crying out to the rocks to fall on them, and to  hide them from the wrath of God the almighty. The day darkened and the moon turned to blood the sun no longer shinning, and in the brief moments that it did shine it burned the skin that was not covered.  These things were a “new normal” for men did not consider, men would not stop and think, or think to ask “what is happening to our world? Because of the evil of the age the hearts of many will grow cold.

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Hubert Rondeau

In the morning

I remember the days of old I meditate on all thy doings ….

I lift up my hands to You O Lord…

Psalm 143

1.Hear my prayer, O Lord, give ear to my supplications: in thy faithfulness answer me, and in thy righteousness.

And enter not into judgment with thy servant: for in thy sight shall no man living be justified.

For the enemy hath persecuted my soul; he hath smitten my life down to the ground; he hath made me to dwell in darkness, as those that have been long dead.

Therefore is my spirit overwhelmed within me; my heart within me is desolate.

I remember the days of old; I meditate on all thy works; I muse on the work of thy hands.

I stretch forth my hands unto thee: my soul thirsteth after thee, as a thirsty land. Selah.

Hear me speedily, O Lord: my spirit faileth: hide not thy face from me, lest I be like unto them that go down into the pit.

Cause me to hear thy lovingkindness in the morning; for in thee do I trust: cause me to know the way wherein I should walk; for I lift up my soul unto thee.

Deliver me, O Lord, from mine enemies: I flee unto thee to hide me.

10 Teach me to do thy will; for thou art my God: thy spirit is good; lead me into the land of uprightness.

11 Quicken me, O Lord, for thy name’s sake: for thy righteousness’ sake bring my soul out of trouble.

12 And of thy mercy cut off mine enemies, and destroy all them that afflict my soul: for I am thy Servant.

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John 15:16 King James Version

1Ye have not chosen me, but I have chosen you, and ordained you, that ye should go and bring forth fruit, and that your fruit should remain: that whatsoever ye shall ask of the Father in my name, he may give it you.

Its May 21\17  I have been off work for a week and a bit, and I am giving thanks to God for this break,

I have struggled with Fibromyalgia for decades now, and it seems like my struggles may include CTE  a brain trauma disease which creates and causes many of the same symptoms which Fibromyalgia causes.

Last night as I sat here thinking some things through I kept having flash backs to my early 20’s when I was hurt in a logging accident, and lived with a concussion for months without anyone knowing, myself included. ( I thought I was insane, and demon possessed.) If you’d be able to see me then you’d be horrified, and slam the computer closed and never think about Hubert Rondeau again.

I had suffered a brain injury… everybody judged me and I fought the demon alone losing every time the battle began again. That wasn’t my first  MTBI  and there was nothing mild about it. Since I have never recovered, and have lived in isolation since.

Isolation because I just don’t function right… right like those of you who can have relationships because you have normal brain function and can relate to others with fluid like functionality. I have never had that. I have always been a loner, not by choice, no, but I have because I don’t fit in anywhere. We may be having a conversation and i’ll miss most of it, its like I am have mini seizures wherein like the spokes on a turning bicycle wheel  my mind or brain is going in and out in and out in and out again as fast as the spokes of the wheel pass by the forks, like the old movies where you saw the frame edges with each shot.

So I was here on my couch these memories coming and making sense of  the past 30 plus years of my life. And I am lonely, and feeling so deserted, I ask God for a place to go, and if I could find a place, a people to join, to be one with in fellowship and love, and when I ask there is a piercing pain in my heart as I realize that I’m not a favored  or desired one in this life.

No i’m weird! I am I know it.

So this morning I got up and felt a tug on m y heart to write but what to write? and I heard this word in my heart, “open your mouth and I will fill it.”

So I sat down with my Laptop and began this post.

If Jesus has Chosen me… He says he has, then loneliness must be my perfect fit, It must be that this is what he wants for my broken life, and maybe that only to keep me from more pain. What a painful thought for a man who so loved the body of Christ that he would do anything for anyone…

It still leaves me in awe and wonder, wondering if there are truly any Christ ones left at all.

 

 

 

 

Jesus Here I am.

You know, you know the wounds and the utter shame and pain in my life, sometimes I feel like I have more in common with the man “Legion” of Gennesaret

When Jesus healed him He wanted only to follow Him, Jesus responded go to your family and show them what God has done for you…   (not trying to quote verses here.)

Jesus you alone are my only hope

I will trust in you

I will have joy

I will glory in your holy name

 

Hubert

 

 

Hallelujah he reigns

BEAR WITH ME:

HE REIGNS

 

IF you made it through the first video,  “HE REIGNS” ; listen to Peter Furler as he shares his testimony as  a Preachers kid below , and may Y-H-W-H  break your heart with holiness and tenderness as a mother who cherishes her babies,

From the rising of the sun till its setting  the name of the Lord is to be praised!

 

Yeshua Jesus have mercy on those of us who have been so hardened  in this world and life that is so full of pain and shame, my God you alone are life……tears, tears, again so many tears!

God my God you are Holy!

Greater love has no man than that he lay down his life for his fiends

Yeah I know the word says friends but many of us are  his fiends more than friends  as we set out stumbling blocks for those who are entering in to the kingdom by faith and grace; we being  the lawyers the very ones Jesus rebuked saying, “lest your righteousness exceeds that of the lawyers the scribes and paraphrases , you shall not enter the kingdom of God.

Ephesians 2:8  By grace you are saved through faith!

 

EH?

Hubert Rondeau