A lamentation


Another day dawning Lord,what will I see today? I see Psalms 19:8 The precepts of the Lord are right rejoicing the heart; the commandment of the Lord is Pure enlightening the eyes.148827_152174284827106_100001036074659_286405_7531315_n (2)

Lord I see that distraction and business can keep a man off track and away from you, without mention of suffering, pain and traumatic events. Can any man be saved Lord? Will you not shelter me? Look upon me, my frame and my heart have been plundered!

Still the enemy prowls on every side, he changes form so that I cannot discern Him until he has devoured some more. How long oh Lord? Will you not rescue me? Will you cast me off forever? Am I even I not made in your image and likeness?

I hunger for your courts, your presence! And Satan devours my life, and my days! I have looked into your precepts and your commandments were my secret treasure, so they were life to me. How can a lame man walk, and how can a dog become a man, and how can the blind guides who live lies lead the lambs into the pastures of Holiness? My mind is broken how shall it be healed? Surely I must be blind and like a dog who walks alone and barks in the shadows of the night!


My Call

Back somewhere in 1995-96 I was in bed one night when the word of the Lord came clearly to me. That word was “Matthew 10:27″ I was a new believer and not familiar with the word in those days, I turned over and said I’ll look at Mathew 10:27 in the morning.”No you will forget by then go now.” I knew the voice was the Lords voice so I got up and went to the kitchen table and sat down to read it.


As I read the word I began to be afraid. I knew it was the Call of God, I knew that i was in no way capable of preaching anything, dark or light. And I knew that I could never shout out a word from the housetops. I went back to bed and thought about the word I knew there must be a way, but I didn’t know that God himself would make it happen.

Looking back today I see all the ways in which he did make it happen for the next few years. I became involved in men’s ministries, and sometimes preached in our local Church. I often witnessed and preached one on one, never pushy never rude, just gracious. I was called of God to do that and I knew my call. Then things happened, as my church got tangled up with the “Mystic Prophetic” I forgot my call and became snared for a few years with the madness that then prevailed this movement. that was all the time that was needed for me to lose my wife, family, home, and health. I already had health issues I had fibromyalgia, and I had brain issues from several MTBI’s nonetheless my health crashed. In the years that followed I became an outcast and a recluse as my health got worse, still I shared the gospel but not from the same internal place but more as an onlooker. Just last night a lady posted a verse on Instagram which referred to Matt 10:27 and instantly I remembered that “This is my call!” I grieved, I prayed, and I decided that If God would allow me I would write, and speak again.  Lord let it be I pray.  I know there is no life without you and that Christ in me is the only hope of glory at all. amen.


Hubert Rondeau


A Hungry Heart

A hungry heart a thirsty heart

To breathe the breath of life

Where shall I go Look, to what part, to search and find this precious life?

A hungry heart a thirsty heart longing you to see.

In spirit and in truth I find your heart so searching Lord for me.

Broken now and all alone no one knows me precious Lord

Loneliness and solitude not my choice

I come to you

Every day I die again a thousand times ten thousand

To be crucified with you  my gain to put down flesh rebellion

A hungry heart a thirsty heart a broken heart contrite

Oh Lord you will not despise.

A hungry heart


Hubert Rondeau


Christmas Morning Diatribe



Are you a prophet then Son? No Lord I am not. Many today seem to think themselves so and are deceived in their own minds. I am what I am and if I ever could understand maybe then I could stand.

One thing I ask one thing I seek that I may dwell in your house oh Lord.

One thing you said and I know is true, no one can come into your house with anything from this world, no one can come in but as a child, and all who enter must come empty handed with no banners, no boasts and no belongings. Only what… a heart of thanksgiving for the salvation and new birth afforded of the cross of Christ, and the grace that is greater than all our sin.

For in the beginning God created, and when men sinned Christ was foreordained in the mind of the Father to come to preach the condemnation of all sin in the flesh, and to proclaim that eternal life in the new birth, the birth of the Spirit, through the blood of the lamb Jesus Christ the righteous.

Christ in you is the hope and the only hope of Glory.

Hubert Rondeau

In the beginning

In the beginning

Starting over:

In the beginning God created the heavens and the earth,

In the beginning was the word, and the word was with God and the word was God. He was in the beginning with God. All things were made through Him and without Him nothing was made that was made.

That which was from the beginning which we have heard, which we have seen  seen with our eyes, which we have looked upon which our hands have handled concerning the word of life — the life was manifested, and we have seen and bear witness, and declare to you that eternal life which was with the Father and was manifested to us.

“God is light and in Him there is no darkness at all.”

In the beginning God made man in His own image and likeness. Man was created of dust soil of the earth. God made man a spirit being on an earthen fleshly frame. Had they not sinned Adam and Eve would be alive today because without sin there would have been no death. When Paul says in Romans 6:23 the wages of sin is death, he is looking back to the sin of Adam and Eve.

They in the beginning fell from their high estate from walking with God to shrinking away from him in shame when he came to them because they ate of the tree of the knowledge of good and evil. That fruit brought the knowledge, that knowledge brought death.

No longer were they eternal beings in a fleshly body, but now they were living souls who would die. Now they needed the salvation of God in Christ, who was in the beginning with God, who created all things that were made. They needed Him to become for them and us a life giving Spirit, to be born not of the seed of man, but of the Holy Spirit thus He being the only one… could come from birth as a man pass through death and resurrect to life eternal bringing all who believe through death to life in Him, that living soul who had become the life giving Spirit.

No religion, no cult, no rulers, no form or doctrine none

But Christ Only

The one true hope of everlasting life, who was in the beginning with God and was God, without whom nothing was made that was made.

Father hear my plea, forgive us all and save us in Jesus name, we have been so confused and deceived.


Hubert Rondeau

Abandoned site ahead / Hope

Hi everyone; I just turned on my laptop and logged into my blog site for the first time in over two maybe three months. Wow sometimes life is HARD, and you lose interest in the very things you once received the most pleasure in. For me one of those things was writing. I guess I thought it was fruitless to write since I couldn’t better my life circumstances with my poetry and  general bad grammar, let alone spelling.

So life is harsh at times, and wishing and wanting and hoping don’t always seem to help. When you are carrying a heavy burden hoping with all your heart for a stream of water, a cup or a glass somewhere up the road will not place one there, it may be many  many years before you find one if you find on the way.

But as believers in the name of Jesus Christ, we must realize that we are not thinking in the same terms, and that our Hope is a real fountain of living water which never fails even when we suffer extreme conditions in this life because our hope is not on this life but on the everlasting life which is hidden in us in Christ Jesus.

A friend shared something on hope recently that was  quite revealing in a way, she spoke of a wine named hopes end, and how some brave sailors once voyaged to the dark side, to find a better life, how they arrived to find {hopes end}, in that moment they stopped hoping for a better tomorrow & and instead started living for the day.

Our hope is done when we live in Christ, because we have the fulfillment of life in him and no other desires to cause our hearts to want. “Christ in you the hope of glory” Colossians 1:27 kjv


When I am out long range shooting, I never hope… I never hope to hit my targets no matter the size or distance. I go with what I know and its done, that’s the way of true Christianity its settled! Its done! the hope is not wishful thinking anymore the hope is life, eternal life. For if we are Christs and his Spirit is in us then we are hidden with Christ in God. Colossians 3:3 kjv,  so our hope is done… so now to live… For to live is Christ!

And what of those who deny us resent us or abandon us because of our life/hope well as Paul says in Romans “If God is for us who can be against us.” I would only add if God is for us “the whole world can be against us”, and what does that matter God is for us.


Three shots at over 1/2 a km, the first hit to the left turning the target left the second hit the center dot, and the plate being turned on edge, the third time I aimed for the edge and hit the edge. No hope involved just getting on the gun and doing it.

When we are truly Christs hope is a given no longer an emotion or wish or a thought or plan,  but no matter what… it is life, and to live is Christ.

Oct 1 17

Hubert Rondeau


Stand Again


  So many years have come and gone So many battles lost… not won

How can it be that I so blind How can it be the end?

I heard your voice ! You said I would!

Nay said the lot Nay that I could!

Without your voice what can man hear

but wars and lusts, strife, lies, and fear!

Stand I strong?

Lord that I would!

Shut their mouths that I should hear your word… and Stand again!


Hubert Rondeau

And having done all to Stand… Stand

Ephesians 6:13 KJV

13 Wherefore take unto you the whole Armour of God, that ye may be able to withstand in the evil day, and having done all, to stand.